G is for (oh!) gravity

i just noticed the strings in your love is strong.
wow.
keith tutt is amazing.
he signed my ticket at irvine.
so did mr. andy barron.
my dad is cleaning the pool.

today i walked alone.
no stacey.
no andrew.
not even jimmy.
i am lonely.
lindsay texted me,
but its not the same as being there physically.
stacey's being so difficult!
cant she realize what this is doing to me?
she must not really care if she chooses to leave me at the drop of a hat.
oh no.
we didnt spend the last year together.
i didnt spend the last year going through all of it with her.
no.

you cant just erase the past.

i should know.
this is the second time ive been abandoned.
this one was more subtle though.
all it took to send it over the edge was one conversation.
argh.
this is painful.
a four day weekend
might help.

i have to go.
maybe while im gone,
i will learn how to die.

jon foreman