FINALLY!!!!!!

I asked him out today.

This is exactly how it went down:

My friends and I were walking to the spot where we get picked up. When we got there, I waited for him and his friends. when they got there, I took him aside immediately, tired of my friend clawing at me to ask him. I asked him. He said no, and that was it.

I was so relieved! This whole sticky business was finally done with. But you know what? I actually sort of wanted him to say yes. My other friend who was tired of this too, told me that if I'd asked him earlier, he would have said yes. Whatever. It's not like I wanted to ask him in the first place.

More surprises

Remember that guy I used to like? Well now he likes me! And my friends want me to ask him out because he doesn't want to ask me. But I didn't. And now they're probably going to force me to on Tuesday, and I'm totally freaking out.

Maybe this'll all work out, maybe it won't. I just don't want him to hate me more then he already does. Or did, now that he likes me.

If only I had the courage to ask him!