life is unfair

my mom dropped her phone in lemonade.
she gets to use my phone until she gets a new one.
her phone is exactly the same as mine.
except for the colour.
im the one that wants a new phone.
its so annoying.
grawr.
why?
i dont know.
and my mom said that my dad doesnt even want me to have a phone!
ugh.
and stacey doesnt trust me.
i dont know why.
this sucks.
a lot.
AHHHH.
>:(

OH EM GEE.

you cant see me! im a ninja ninja. im a ninja ninja

enough of that.

IRVINE WAS ON FRIDAY.
it was absolutley amazering. like. beyond. there are no words. you can look at my AWESOMLY fuzzy pics here: http://s69.photobucket.com/albums/i41/ioojkh/Irvine%20Sep%2026%202008/
then there was the pic that jess took:

yes thats jon foreman
yes thats me
yes thats my shoe
i know. :DDDD

thats all for now. ill have something real later. i just wanter you to be updated.

there are several things wrong.

this is my onehundredthandoneth post. not one hundred and first. onehundredandoneth. but thats not something thats wrong.
this is whats wrong:
1. i have to much homework. i am still not finished with several things due tomorrow
2. i have refuge. that would be good, but see #1
3. he likes her alot. i knew that already, but why not say it when you're tired and sad and yuckish.
4. i look disgusting.
5. i need a shower.
6. i have to go like, NOW.
7. im thirsty.

those are the things that are wrong.
goodbye.
i gotta go eat dinner in the car.

frank, wheres your mustache?

oh gosh.
i want rockband. awesomest game ever. yeea.
i need stamps. like rubber ones. NOW! heheheh
for my country poster
due on friday.

oh my.
MIYA NEEDS TO GET HER DRUMS!
then we need a bass playa
then we ah complete

i feel like makin something.
a wallpaper?
ill make stacey a wallpaper.
yeea.
that sounds good.

as it happens ~ my package is here!

my package is here! i now own a new sf t-shirt, sf sunglasses, sf buttons, sf stickers, and a sf poster. yay!
ok. that may just be about it for now. bai!

so im all alone in this house and....

nothing. im just hangin out on the comp cuz my saturdays are very boring. but that reminds me, is the door locked? yes it is. phew. now i wont be worried about creepers that arent gabby coming into my house. and eating me. O.o random. i need to go buy glowsticks! of every colour! like, a gazillion! me and amylynne. we gonna rock. glowsticks for everyone! ahaha. irvine=epic win. no. beyond epic win.

parachutes is an awesome song. why is only 46 seconds long? i want it to be longer!!! meh. excellance is hard to come by with music these days. at the point where you've run out of hope, you turn to older music no ones ever heard of. yup. thats the way to do it. i want homecoming by kanye west. it has chris martin in it. it adds a whole new level to the song.

i just got REALLY distracted. i re-organized my itunes. :P well, just my switchfoot stuff. but it took me a while. ANYWAYS, my siblings and mom are supposed to be back soon. im getting a lot better at typing a lot of stuff. my posts are getting longer and longer and longer. woo! tomorrow im going to the sams club to get glowsticks with amylnne. we're gonna give them to the whole pit. its gonna rock. but i already said that. ok then.

i must get off now. goodbye.

muzik updated!

muzik has been updated in the sidebar. as of now: song(s) of the moment are love lockdown and things i dont understand. artist of the moment is the hush sound (for their song wine red) and the album of the moment is brother and sisters EP.

now for reviews.
i love wine red by the hush sound! great song. i actually saw them at a patd concert. they were one of the support bands. but that don matter. its a great song. i love it! heh.
thats over

today at school there was an outbreak of pe shorts. why? one of the staff was on a power trip. right and left girls were being asked to change into their pe clothes because their shorts were to short! it was annoying. i didnt get caught tho. heheh. :D im lucky. but tons of my friends had to change because of the stupid finger rule. in the orientaion assembly, the new principal said that as long as he couldnt see up our butts, it was okay. a bunch of people though, had to go change anyway! im so glad me and stacey didnt. talk about mortifiying. heh. oh well though. i didnt have to. all good.

i got sidetracked again. bleh. setting is easier than bumping. but it still kinda hurt. but less then bumping. way less. that is my volleyball opinion. the net for boys is 7 feet 11 5/8 inches high. that is my volleyball fact. get with it man.

lindsay says aim is confusing. she is confuzzled. poor lindsay. im makin lots o typos today. meh. for no reason too. hmph. andrews hates hmphs. wow. :P

i think ima be done today. for now anyway. i may come back. heheheh. you cant shake me!

hands writing

that last post i think is going to be my entry into kelsey's hands writing contest. i feel like i should write something longer though.
im very good at getting distracted. i dont know if its the ADD that might be in me, but i am distracted a lot. especially when im posting and i get sidetracked on LOBH or something. heh. that happens a lot. like just now. HA! :P

so, my bday is coming up (next week friday!) and i bet you know im going to see sf with sara and my dad. and meet them. and they will sign my shoes. it will be epic. that reminds me that i have to make a wishlist. ah. me and my absentminded-ness. heheh. :D (in case you havent noticed, im not good at remembering things)

oh. my. gravity.
im sorry. excuse me.
ZEBRA. oh. my. gravity. parachutes is the best freakin cd in the world. i love all the songs on it with a passion. its non-stop awesomeness from start to finish. i dont think im ready to rise to the fam level with coldplay yet though. for this would require joining a forum, and right now, im just fine with my LOBH friends. they rool-er. i just said ruler. but in an awesome way. bow to my pwnage-ness.

so. that may be about it. for now anyway. i always think of something new to write, but never put it in. oh well. i may just keed talking for all you know. mwahaha. :P
ima go to the bathroom.
brb.

ima back.
hokay.
ima go work on ma bday wish list now.
bai blog!

pertaining to hands

she speaks
with them
she seeks
with them
she sees
with them
she knows
with them
she expresses
emotion
with them
she would
know not
without them
she would
speak not
without them
she would
see not
without them
she would
know not
without them
she would
be lost
without them
for she hears not a sound
and sees not a thing
at all

love is a knife

no one understands.
mostly because i cant tell anyone
theyll yell at me and slap me
or say things that arent true
but i feel a pang of sadness when i see them together.
i dont like it
to me those encounters are awkward
but i dont think they seen to see it
just standing near her
we're complete opposites
really
shes so bright and sunshiny and pretty
me?
im black
kinda dark
pretty?
who am i to say
but eh
ill get over him
i just need a distraction
(new bf?)

zebraehmagawsh

chihuahua is pronounced chi-hoouh-hoouh. DO IT. its the only right way. and you know it.
chad butler has my phone. BWAHAHA. ;]
im watching house. i like this show. but its a little creepy to watch by yourself. aim is broken. wahaha. i will have to email stacey. and sara! meh.
well, now to think of what to type. im not really good at this, you know? its a little hard to write something meaningful. but since was meaningful stuff meaningful? yup. i dont know. ill have to think. for now, i will read the boards. a very meaningful activity in the most. :D

oh. my.

i want dance or die
plain and simple.
i wonder if i can get it using the rest of the songs from my 100%
dude that would PWN
i went to staceys house yesterday
we stayed up till 2 this morning
it was so much fun.
they curled my hair.


i edited it to make it purple.

pwn.

yeea.



I JUST BOUGHT DANCE OR DIE.

MEGA PWN.



and now for a long paragraph concering something random, like my crayon pyramid and sare's idea of crayon hell:



crayons are awesome. it is a plain and simple fact of life. if you dont like crayons, i dont know who the heck you think you are. but the sad fact about crayons is that eventually, they all end up in crayon hell. Isn't that sad? It's very sad. I do not require your opinion on crayons, I have my own. Here's a good thing about crayons: pyramids! I love crayon pyramids. That's one I made myself. it's awesome, but unfortunatley all those crayons will end up in crayon hell one day. either that or on the floor behind a cabinet of some sort. poor crayons. To help end this epidemic of dead and dying crayons, please go out and buy boxes, lots and lots of boxes! then seperate those poor dead crayons into boxes by colour, so that they may be used till they become little crayon nubs that are of no use what-so-ever. thank you for listening.

i have no idea how much i amuse myselg either.... ;]

i know all the words to all the songs.

IM AT STACEY'S HOUSE!!!!!!

woo!
;]

how far we've come:exile on mainstream:matchbox twenty

uh, my ear is messed up again!!!!! wah. i need to go take a shower for staceys party. its in like, 3 hours. yay!
so random.
guess what? i have no idea how much i amuse kreesta. bwahahahaha.
jon looks like a creeper. from the creepery! oh my. :P
now my neck hurts. what is up with me???? meh.

its TUESDAY! (in the words of stacey dojiri)

tuesday is now my official second favorite day of the week.
everyone always wants to know what peoples most favorite things are, but what about second favorite things? the number 2 is ignored to often.
so now, here is my list of seconds:
band: coldplay. duh.
day o week: tuesday
subject in school: uh, hard....uh....uh...uh.....uh....(in the words of stacey dojiri, "i feel like michael phelps)......health...?
song: oh my, uh....politik:a rush of blood to the head:coldplay

thats all the important stuff i can think of by way of seconds. what are YOUR seconds? bwahaha

my ear got all messed up! wah.

OH GUESS WHAT???

my new favorite song is shiver:parachutes:coldplay. and its a glourious FIVE MINUTES long!!!! ahahahaha!!! it makes me feel good!

So I look in your direction

And you pay me no attention do you?

I know you don't listen to me

Cos you say you see straight through me

Don't you?

But on and on,

From the moment I wake

To the moment I sleep

I'll be there by your side

Just you try and stop me

I'll be waiting in line

Just to see if you care

Oh, did you want me to change?

Well I'd change for good

And I want you to know that you'll always get your way

And I wanted to say

Don't you shiver

Don't you shiver

I'll sing it loud and clear

And I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you

But you never even see me do you?

And is this my final chance of getting you?

But on and on,

From the moment I wake

To the moment I sleep

I'll be there by your side

Just you try and stop me

I'll be waiting in line

Just to see if you care

Did you want me to change?

Well I'd change for good

And I want you to know that you'll always get your way

And I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver

Don't you shiver

I'll sing it loud and clear

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

For you, I will always be waiting

And it's you that I see

But you don't see me

And its you, that I hear

So loud and so clear

I sing it loud and clear

And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction

And you pay me no attention

And you know how much I need you

But you never even see me

im finally back.

i am back at my blogspot blog after a complete overhaul! go me! hahaha. :D yay.
so, what to say? i wonder if any of the school people would like to see this. i didnt email the link to my wordpress one....

i realize now that wordpress is extremely limited. but i will say this: the pages are excellent. i have decided to still link back to it for my sets. i need to have someplace to put them, y'know?

there's a SPELLCHECK on this thing! i will never fail at words again.
decision. dilemma.
(turns out i could spell decision right..... O.o)