love is a knife

no one understands.
mostly because i cant tell anyone
theyll yell at me and slap me
or say things that arent true
but i feel a pang of sadness when i see them together.
i dont like it
to me those encounters are awkward
but i dont think they seen to see it
just standing near her
we're complete opposites
really
shes so bright and sunshiny and pretty
me?
im black
kinda dark
pretty?
who am i to say
but eh
ill get over him
i just need a distraction
(new bf?)